Friday, August 25, 2006 . 10:07 PM
LOVE WRECK.at the new cathay wit the 3 grls.
we eventually chose the couple seats since there's 4 of us.
and ya. we got yakun kaya vouchers.
trying to fill my stomache wit the toasts.
JONATHAN is so cute that shiqa and me was drooling over him during the show.
grr...reminds me of him.
haha.im so lonely. they got bf to call or sms.
i got none.
hahaha.y do i sound so pathetic.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006 . 9:05 PM
a dedication to my fellow frens.its 23August...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NUR AMANINA & MUHD NAZRI!!
the vain girl and the irritatin belo smallboy.
lup u...hahaha...
babe..touchin kn aku...hahaha
name babe kekal ehk
Monday, August 21, 2006 . 10:36 PM
'You tell the story of your emotionsI do not know you, you say.
I cannot know you
The you i see is not the you which is you
The you which you have known for your lifetime.
The you i see is the you of NOW.
What is your NOW, is yourself, transforming.
We live in a mirror, i see your reflection in my own.
Never ourselves but what we see in each other.
The mirror's white teeth creating images of hand-to-hand.
The laid back motion of our bodies.'
Sunday, August 20, 2006 . 2:24 PM
days past.another entry.
but still, there seems to be no meaning in life.
my days are fill with my school projects.
takin my own time and space to finish everything.
notin yet progressing.
and so i had another haircut.
which i regret n tat is so common.
u will know when u see my bad expression while the stylist cut my hair.
n so ppl, stop askin me y i cut my hair.
another fren of mine makes me lost my trust on him.
tat is so sickening.
i wanna hide behind those walls.
Saturday, August 12, 2006 . 1:58 PM
2 hot guys were suntannin just a few metres away frm whre i sat to my left side.i watched them from far.
i couldn't care less even though they're chinese.
i just love their bodies.
it seems hard and i cnt resist my eyes not to look at their abdominal muscle.
reapplying their lotions onto each other's back.
i realised.
they're so-called 'datin'.
ya get wat i mean.
and i re-confirm it when i saw them in the sea water.
splashin waters to each other. i see them wit a smile on my face.
on my right.
a couple was having their intimate kiss.
it seems so passionate.
seems so in love that they couldn't care less wat others would say.
u see.the love in this world makes ppl go crazy.
whether they're a normal couple or bi.
its the true love that counts.
and i envy. miss those time. the romantic spent time as a lovely couple.
Thursday, August 10, 2006 . 10:38 PM
sentosa.nice weather. hot but windy.
not humid.
grr...i wore my 3/4 skirt and im forcing myself to buy a short there.
it's easier fer me.
walk on the sand, play with the sand even sit on the sand.
long hours. well eventually i spent much of my time alone. my ass fren went to sleep.
wth??
might as well sleep in ur smelly room!
long hours. 12-8pm.
y? cause i wanna see the sunset.
excellent view.
came bck, realize that idiot threw my box of ciggies together wit the plastic bag.
fuck. 12 wasted.
im shagged n mad. didn quite enjoy fully.
it did mean a self-reflection day fer myself.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006 . 11:45 PM
cowards living at the dead end.i wanna fuck them off.
ur opinion is neither required or desired. have i done anyting wrong to the people outside??
have i said anyting wrong?
i dont get it.
im not here to b a somebody or make enemies.
im not born in this world to make frens wit only the COOL ppl out there.
y must they got that 1001 opinions abt me.?
wats worst. nizam told me tat.wth?
'u added only guys.u wanna b wit cool ppl. uve tried too hard to fit in and that makes u look foolish tat is y u've got no frens.'
'u never know that we're quite popular.'
ya i may agree wit u if u said i look foolish. but im totally confused when u said they told u im tryin very hard to fit in with those cool ppl.wth? how cn i do tat wen ive always went out either wit my close fren or alone.popular?? havin tat status is never on my list.
boy.ive always tink highly of u. someone whom i learn to respect. u made me cry tis time. i regret that u too feels the same way as they do. u've known me better than the rest.
critics is never needed.
im living in my own world.tanx to the cyberworld, ppl has got tings to say abt me.
im dejected.
anyone out there whu can help me to hurt my cheekbones?
Monday, August 07, 2006 . 10:42 PM
CLICK. like its finally out.3rd august 2006.
and i manage to squeeze myself in that 1 n a half hour or so to watch it.
it's lyk after a long wait n eventually its out.
yeay-ness.
i cud say tat CLICK is my movie.i did laugh all the way through since the beginning.
Michael newman's (adam sandler) neighbour was a cute lil boy who likes to boast around with his new tings.
sheeshh...
Michael's life been forwarded till he didn know what's happening around him.and finally, i cud hear the ppl around me sniffing their nose. ahah!! they were crying. ya. n i did too. not to deny that. there were those touchin moments when it suddenly reminds me of my grandma.
grrrr....'i love u son'.
rush to the ladies..i cud see their eyes.n tat movie did touch the hearts of the audience.
i'd give it an excellent.