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Sunday, April 23, 2006 . 9:38 PM

a fine sunday.
well not-so perhaps.

a fight between mum n dad early in the morn.
fcuk.
hate it.
really am.
how cud tis man call himself as the head of the fam.
a father to three children.
a responsible man??
when he hit my mom n cause her mouth to bleed and made her diff to eat.

wat i cn say is.he's a jerk.who keeps oweing me n my mum's money.
whr's all ur money FATHER??

anw i don give a damn abt those fyts.
tis actually was the reason y mum asked me to follow her to do some shopping.

haha!!
yeay.
bugis then marina.
bought lots of stuff.
frm LITTLEMATCHGIRL to ZARA to MANGO to TOPSHOP.
butttt..
didn bought clothin frm all of it.
gilerr... aku tk sekaye anak datuk.
haha!!
mum do all the shoppin since she said she got the mood due to the fyt.
haha.
we got 30% since i join the member at littlematchgirl.
cool.
mum bought this shirt.
nice.i convince her to buy the black one.
so i cud share it wit her.
clever huh.
hurhur.

tired.tired.tired.

but i enjoy my day.
it was a long long tym since we last shop together.

Saturday, April 22, 2006 . 11:59 PM

k dear..now i continue ur post..

soo..after ice skating..we left her frens ard 330pm and headed for city hall..
peninsula, she bought me my bdae prezzie!...the vintage faded chuck taylor converse shoes ive been wanting all dis while..and den..we quickly rushed to marina square pizzahut coz we both were damn hungry...ordered some food...and took some pics while waiting..den suddenly, she took out someting..argh!..another present!..hahaa..was kinda shocked!...wanted to open it immediately but she pleaded me not to open until i reached home...haha..a small heart shape box..cute..ahaha..eat and eat and eat..we both couldnt finish our food...she tapau 1 slice of piza ..ahha...next stop, esplanade...sat dere for awhile...kissing and hugging and talk crap( onli me)....den i decided to wear the new shoes...took more pics and the tyme was 630pm, and she needed to reach home early..sooo we left bout 645pm...
met as n neen at orchard to return as digicam...den we headed home...reached marsiling..hug n kiss again...and she left..the minute i let her go..i alredi miss her...damn!...
stopped at yishun..took 85...sleepping inside the bus den suddenly the bus took a speedy sharp turn..i almost flew off my seat..ahaha..reached home...opened the tiny box...awwww!..so sweeet!!!!!!!...there's a letter inside..so nice the smell..(bau chacha)...she wrote me some very touching stuffs( personal ah)...even wen i was fighting wit my bro at that tyme,i cld still afford a smile..hahaha..
thx darlin..thx for evrything..i reali appreciate evrting dat uve done for me...i promise u..i ll give u the best bdae ever wen its ur turn...also, thx to her frens for making the surprise celebration..it was awesome..todae was 1 of my best ever birthdaes..
to my love, i thank u again for the present..for still believing in our relationship..for loving me as much as i love u..i ll never forget dis day..coz its one of the highlights of my life...
i love u shuhada..muAH~!!!!

Friday, April 21, 2006 . 10:34 PM

18 years ago. dated 21st April 1988. Nizamuddin's first cry. the day he came out frm his mum's womb. mark a boy to live in this beautiful world. Niz turns 18 today. a special day fer him wich is specially plan by me. hehe.

yeap.the 5 of us really had a good tym.
(.neen.as.shiqa.me.niz.)
spending a double birthday celebration at one tym.
a double surprise fer both of them.

took cab wit neen.
find a suitable place wich is at jurong east entertainment Mcd.
yeap. left neen alone. fetch them (asmida & niz).
they were puzzled to c each other.
how cud they not c each other til i came to fetch them?.. haha.
askin me lots of quest.
niz bagan to fyl awkward. "where r u bringing me?r we goin to b wit them??" haha.
here came the surprise.
a CHOCOLATE MINT cake was on the table wit candles on it.
tat was fer the both of them.
a heart shape pastry was specially bought fer niz.

next ICE SKATIN.
great fun.
and yeay! none of us actually fell down.
good job guys!
eventually everyone pass to skate gracefully.
it is really an achievement fer us since it was our FIRST try.
niz started to leave me after he knew how to skate.
hurhur.
goin there again soon.
dear.can u plz continue tis entry fer me?? hehe.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY fer the both of u. MAY GOD BLESS YOU.

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(bidae boy)

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(present fer as)

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(fer him)

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here's the pix of holland.

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(chocolates ; yummy!!)

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(specially bought fer me by my larlin bro! awww...)

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(singapore's under 15 national team)

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(hotel)

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Thursday, April 20, 2006 . 7:57 PM

6.05am.(s'pore's tym).
my larlin bro's arrival frm Holland.
a vacation cum tournament fer a week there.
well.he did have a thought fer the fam.
each have got our own souvenier.
mum got a perfume. thats not fair.
but its ok.
i got my fave choc!! maltese.
a big one.
yeah. no doubt i cn finish the whole lot of it.
yummy.

haha.but i still cud remember a week ago.
wednesday nyt.12 april 2006.
whole fam sent him to the airport.
took pics of fam.
(loading soon)
yeap.and the moment of touch.
hehe.
gate was open.he had to go.
bersalam-salaman.
i was really touch when he came to me and kis my hand.
awww....
he got a kiss at the cheek frm father.
haha.whole face turn red.
hurhur.

and ya.i did expect sometin in return.asked him to get me a shawl.
but was too expensive.
nah.its ok.the choc is enuf fer me.
enuf fer me to get fatter.
haha.

btw.today's ASMIDA's 17th bidae!!
stay happy2 slalu.all the best fer you.
and.....
APE JEK..haha.

p.s.pix wil b upload soon.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006 . 10:20 PM

19 April 2006, Wednesday

pokiwa...haha..
my new favourite word..
anw..todae..nuthin much lah..
classes all finished early..got to go lunch as early as 1045am..power to the gedegah man!
wen to foodcourt 3...ate fried chicken...pokiwa!!!..sedap giler!...we all joined table mcm kat kedai kopi sak..aahha...ate together gether..laugh2...fun lah they all..
tot of playing soccer after skool ltr,den skali heavy downpour,evryone sooo sad...aziz n i kept sighing...haiz haiz haiz....dah penat2 bwk baju...weather mcm siak...
so we mkn n mkn n mkn...check it out check it out evry single one dat past by us..ahah..criticised dem like mad..anyhow say hi to them...haha...den the freaking hiphop guy(danial's fren) anyhow juz join us mkn2..saper ntah invite dier..ahahah!
then, syah's fren came n joined us...pokiwa!!...step jambu sak tu pompan..ahahah...she like syah, syah juz layankan..ahaha...
den the rain stopped!!
all of us started dancing..ahaha..mepek
back to lecture..
the lecturer was damn funny..
he ends evry sentence wif " you noe orrrh(the chinese slang)"
evryone kept mimicing him..ahaha..

after skool we headed for the street soccer court straight away..
fuh! peh belambak!!
so many ppl playing..and most of them are fucking gd..agagaga
i was keeper, let in 2 soft goals..pokiwa!!!
next game i played like mad fella..
got dis year3 guy..playing2 skali he crashed to the ground..shouting..argGGHhhHhhh!!!!!!
den he began scratching his upperbody..n punching the wall...wtf is wrong???
we wanted to kol the ambulance...coz he was crying out that his knee badly injured..kesian..
den got this mat dressed up like dunno wat style..hair step indie..shirt mcm abeng..sluar mcm jay chou...shoe punkrock...aper siak???..me n syah called him mat cum indie..hahaha...muke selengeh...wen he playing, we laughing at him like mad...hahaha...we planned, if we playing against his team..target him onli...ahaha..and next team we played was his...hahaha..kena terok siak..haha..
after dat all pancit alredi..den go home...msged princess...fell aslp again inside train..ahaha
and fuck! i tore my slip on shoe...pokiwa!!!!

Sunday, April 16, 2006 . 9:54 PM

gosh.
how cud he forget wat i dedicated to him.bacin u!

here it goes.....
"2 nizam,my prince tanx fer everyting.
i'll luv u e way u luv me.
im sorry if i have hurt u in any ways.
Nytz n i miss you.-chacha."

its our 5th anni today.
yeay!
met him at cp.
hah.lame.
neen.i cnt hide frm him.
he knew it.
haha.
guess i just have to admit it.

but b4 tat went to collect tis particular tingy.
it was damn nice.
specially.
shh!! kip it a secret frm everyone.
btwn me n neen.
yeap.

hha.went to lib.
make one round.
belo niz.
said not gd.here cnt talk2.
next to mcd.
took out his lappy.
gode2.naik boring.haha.
he was lyk 'hah.i ada laptop.u tkd.'
k fine.i go 'tkp la.i ada digi cam,hp,comp.'
hah.
my comp nicer than urs a.
bluek!
gona xbrate his bidae tis sat.
he bring along the zara shirt.
cnt wait to wear it.
ps: its not a gift frm him.i got to pay him bck.
hurhur.
c! how bad my boy is.
one more ting.
he's cute today.
cuter than me i supposed.
hahahahaha!!!
i lyk his new haircut.

i got excited wen he told me stories abt his new frens.
n lookin at his frens' pix too.
they're cute.
don jealous ok.

i miss my bro.
wonderin wat he's doin in holland.
even dreamt of him.
countin no.of days he'll b bck.
coz i cnt wat to c wat he bought fer me.
haha.
bad sis.

by happy 5th anni!! luv u.
16th April 2006, Sunday

today is a special day for both of us...
our 5th month together...still goin strong..
she's beginning to laugh again in her sms...
a sign dat things are getting bck to norm again...
fuh!
and i wished her happi anni first b4 she cld...ahaha...
she was listenin to RIA 89.7FM..radio mediacorp..
tot of making an sms dedication to me..ahaha
we both listened to ria den...
then the dedication part came..

"to nizam!..( we both got excited..ahaha)
my prince, i love u..sumthing sumting sumthing..........dari CHACHA!!!"
haha!
da rest all i forgot uh..
anw...it was very touching..thk u dear..it was very special...
she's been one of the best thing that happened to me...

2mrw, we're meeting...cnt wait!...wanna kish2 her n hug her much2..haha..

Friday, April 14, 2006 . 11:46 PM

asmida..yeah.
kau mase ingat aku
aku pon rindu banget same kamu.
haha.
bidae nk kt seh.
SURPRISE SURPRISE!!!
hehe.

i was in my father's car.
passed by tis coffeeshop.
haha.
there's one belo.
ada ke tgh tuang air tgk lain.
tup tup air penuh sume tumpa.
then step notin happen.haha.
belo.
belo sebelo-belonye.

im trying to understan u.
i am.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006 . 11:25 PM

haha.

eh niz!!
one more warnin frm me...
stop praisin ur hair...
mine nicer ok!!
haha.
nerdy u.

bro goin holland tomorrow.
im tired.
shop fer his tings wit neen.
walk there here.
im lyk a shopaholic freak.
spend so much money.
lucky the jckt was too big fer me.
n the other one wich i bought is not cool fer me.ahax!!
give it to bro for free.
cold whether there.
u better take cre of urself.

Monday, April 10, 2006 . 11:55 PM

10th April 2006 , Monday

ferst day at SP
met ian, ryan,leslie and aaron at dover
all of us were very excited to mit new frens...
ian n leslie had to be separated frm us coz they're frm diff building..
had to attend some briefing abt my new skool and it was darn boring...
each of us were sitting far apart frm each other, i got no one to talk to
Until this big fella came and sat beside me...

big fella: " hey, ape kabar?"
lonely me: " ouh, hey , baik..."
big fella: " wats ur name??"
lonely me: " erm, nizam..urs?"
big fella: " eh! nizam jugak..fullname?"
lonely me: "nizamuddin"
big fella: " ouh..mine nizamuddEAn.."

thats the ferst nizam i met..more to come soon..

had a break ard 1015am...ate some mee goreng and decided to check the classlist board again..
dere, i found 5 more nizams from mechanical eng alone...
including one frm my class..

reunited wif ryan aaron and the rest...met firdaus dere...fucker keeps asking da same qn.." eh kau ape course???"

break's over, bck to the auditorium..
bout 12pm,we were told to join our respective classes..
dis is where the fun begins..
we were led to our so called classrooms and there i made 6 frens in juz 5min..
1 chinese..5 mlys..
1 chinese street style abeng(raphael), 1 mat rocker/mat drug(shahrulnizam)..1 mat beatbox(danial) ,1 anak org kaye(azharie) , 2 cool nerds(zahid and abdillah)...haha.. dey are crazie buggers...we were all talkin like as if we noe each other for years...
especially me danial n shahrulnizam..ahah...
from here i alredi can see my life in campus will be great..

den on we were touring ard the skool...we lost shah and the rest...dunno where he go..
me, dan and zahid followed some aeronauts students..
goin hm tyme, dan met his fren...another hiphop fucker..same clothin as Dan..that blardy oversized shirt..his name nas...and he even asked me to join the hiphops for a lunch together at kfc...nah..i didnt go...anw..the whole day i had ppl praising my hair..aahha..awesome..

Sunday, April 09, 2006 . 1:58 PM

here's the seoul garden.
let the pictures do the talkin

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gettin ready.
peek-a-boo!!

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our way to fill our empty stomache


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the food we ate.cnt get enuf of it

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hungry me

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let's dig in!


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cnt u see wat tym issit??


Friday, April 07, 2006 . 12:13 AM

7th April 2006

k firstly..im not angry lah..anyhow lah u ..
secondly..sadiq seems ok...ahah...

k i sambung story...
we wen fareast...raining..she shouted.." blargh!"...
ahahahahah!!!
running2..i almost slip..hahaha!!..funny lah
wen to causeway,she suddenly started walkin fast...after dat i dunno wats happenin...hahaa...

love u babe!
valensi out!

Wednesday, April 05, 2006 . 10:23 PM

hey blog.

got letter frm nafa last week
yeah! my portfolio interview was successful.
excited.
continue readin.
my excitement ran off frm me.
hurhur.
i had to go fer a drwing test due to overwhelming response frm students who are qualified to enter nafa.
the test was held today.
but..
i didn go.shhhhhh
haha
nvm.
lasalle here i come.
hurhur

2 weeks didn mit by.
haha.kinda miss him
well had a chance juz now.
met him.
but..sadiq was there too..hehe..he was mad..(i tink) ;)

sadiq was late.went bp.
bought cd drink mocha caramel ice blended (is the name ryt?)
haha.
tis belo guy still have not call me.
ended meetin him at Lot 1.
bus fare again.
then a story begin.
told his grl he was meetin me.
she got angry.
but im there juz to get my ipod cable frm him.
wich was lend to him months ago....lalalala.
tat was really long...
he said.
"lets call off our r'ship"
haha.
"wat?! she said tat to u??gosh.."
he took my fon n sms her.
another chapter began.
he wasnt supposed to use my fon.
sadiq told his gerl that he was all alone.
to close the chapter.i off my fon.
wen to peni.
walk extra mile coz we drop at the wrong bustop.
wth.
susa kalau dpt kwn belo.
haha
blister was on its way.
bought plaster.bermudas.
wen to tis shop.2nd hand.
haha.most jeans 5 bucks.
haha.nvr knew it existed.
by kol.was on the way to his direction.
saw his face.
god..
is he mad?? ~duhh.
hah
im wit a guy fren.
nah...
bersalam-salaman.
frens.
hungry,we went MCd.
"katakan la katakan la"
haha.
got tat??
yeah.KHAIRUL ANUAR.
haha.
walk past us.
i laugh.
sadiq went to his jammin 'session'
n we head to town.

n the story goes on...