Wednesday, November 09, 2005 . 3:47 AM
i miss u...its been 3 days since u went to coma...i wanna tok to u..i wanna hug u..i wanna hear ur voice lyk how u always tok to me...i juz cnt bear seein u suffer all tis while...lyin on the bed with tubes..goin fer operations fer the past two days...it hurts me seein u sufferin...i regret...i regret fer not goin to ur place when u wanted me to..i want u to b lyk ur usual self...nenek...even if u must go..i want u to live this world in a peaceful manner..but..i dont want u to go..im not prepared..i wanna tok to u fer the laz tym...im sorry fer not fulfillin wat u wanted when u said u wanted to go out of the hospital n havin mee...coz u cnt...i'll pray fer u..insya allah u will live on.. the memories...laughter that we shared..will always b on my mind...never once will i erase frm my lyf...u r the one whom i loved the most...u cared fer me..u shower me wit love...u r my role model...i luv n heart u my dearest nenek...prayin that u will stay strong..n fight ur illness to live on...insya allah..*rejected*shasha