Tuesday, November 29, 2005 . 3:56 AM
like a man without shadows.hiding behing his cape.with eyes drenched with salt water..never ever looking back.walking alone on de streets. cats and dogs gaze thru her..tears dat fall like crystalscomes a man with a mission.carrying a torch to heaven.hes being overshadowedby great powers and pasttryin to break de wall.failure passed him as de day goes byhe move on onced..but soon he realised..de girl he once love was now with another man..making him confuse she was like a crab.quick in changing shells..now hes cum back.pledge dat he will not move on.untill when.only god knows.may god have mercy on our grandparents.as they were de moulds in our life.love dem mustneglect dem never.pray hard if ure willingdun pray out of only difficult times..jz when will her heart open..now dats another chapterdat he's willing to read..final say b4 he go at bay..he hearts her..her by de name of shuhadah..and he by de name of nuruddin..seperated due to mistakes.but now he can do nothing..but to only wait..over all dis times..shasha......Wednesday, November 09, 2005 . 3:47 AM
i miss u...its been 3 days since u went to coma...i wanna tok to u..i wanna hug u..i wanna hear ur voice lyk how u always tok to me...i juz cnt bear seein u suffer all tis while...lyin on the bed with tubes..goin fer operations fer the past two days...it hurts me seein u sufferin...i regret...i regret fer not goin to ur place when u wanted me to..i want u to b lyk ur usual self...nenek...even if u must go..i want u to live this world in a peaceful manner..but..i dont want u to go..im not prepared..i wanna tok to u fer the laz tym...im sorry fer not fulfillin wat u wanted when u said u wanted to go out of the hospital n havin mee...coz u cnt...i'll pray fer u..insya allah u will live on.. the memories...laughter that we shared..will always b on my mind...never once will i erase frm my lyf...u r the one whom i loved the most...u cared fer me..u shower me wit love...u r my role model...i luv n heart u my dearest nenek...prayin that u will stay strong..n fight ur illness to live on...insya allah..*rejected*shasha